the process is the artwork

What shall we do tomorrow? What shall we ever do?

  'My nerves are bad to-night.  Yes, bad.  Stay with me.
'Speak to me.  Why do you never speak.  Speak.
  'What are you thinking of? What thinking? What?
'I never know what you are thinking.  Think.'
  I think we are in rats' alley
Where the dead men lost their bones.
  'What is that noise?'
		    The wind under the door
'What is that noise now?  What is the wind doing?'
		    Nothing again nothing. 
					'Do
'You know nothing?  Do you see nothing?  Do you remember
'Nothing?'
   I remember
Those are pearls that were his eyes.
'Are you alive, or not? Is there nothing in your head?'
				            But
O O O O that Shakespeherian Rag 
It's so elegant
So intelligent
'What shall I do now?  What shall I do?'
'I shall rush out as I am, and walk the street
'With my hair down, so.  What shall we do tomorrow?
'What shall we ever do?'

T.S. Eliot – The Waste Land (1922)

4 responses

  1. “I explode inside. I suffer. My heart is burned. Love is not a duty, and I do not oblige anyone to love me. Im loosing you-its so elegant. So intelligent. And what it means for you to loose me? What? Answer! You were always finding reasons why we can not be together. I guess you do not need it! Reasons cause doubts. Love cannot be a doubt. I’m leaving and you’re gone. I’m going to save my heart. And you just looking for reasons. Time does not heal. Why I did not see the depth of your heart. Why? The true face of your mask scares me. What am I going to do tomorrow? What are you going to do tomorrow? Is there nothing in your head? mind?Why you started this game? Stop being a victim. Wake up!”

    June 15, 2015 at 7:07 pm

  2. Its a nightmare. I think we are in the rats’ alley. Where the dead lost their bones. Do you see nothing? Do you remember“Nothing?” I remember.“Are you alive, or not? Your coldness scares………………………… with cynicism. “Well now that’s done: and I’m glad it’s over.”All that I am writing about my return is a lie…….. I’m just fooling myself. You are the living dead. My heart understands -you are not able to change.”

    June 15, 2015 at 10:32 pm

  3. Sorry Im changing my comment to a better form. Here is a new way

    June 15, 2015 at 11:56 pm

  4. “I explode inside. I suffer. My heart is burned.
    Love is not a duty, and I do not obligate anyone to love me.
    I’m losing your love forever -it’s so elegant. So intelligent.
    And what it means for you to loose me? What? Answer!
    You were always finding reasons why we cannot be together.
    I guess you don’t need it!
    Reasons cause doubts. Love can’t be a doubt.
    I’m leaving and you’re gone.
    I’m going to save my heart. And you’re just looking for reasons.
    Time does not heal.
    Why I did not see the depth of your heart. Why?
    The true face of your mask scares me.
    What am I going to do tomorrow?
    What are you going to do tomorrow?
    It’s a nightmare. I think we are in rats’ alley. Where the dead lost their bones
    . Do you see nothing? Do you remember” Nothing?”
    I remember.
    “Are you alive, or not? Your coldness scares……………… with cynicism.
    “Well now that’s done: and I’m glad it’s over.
    ”All that I am writing about my return is lie.
    I’m just fooling myself.
    You are the living dead.
    My heart understands -you are not able to change.”

    June 15, 2015 at 11:57 pm

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